Yeah, right. Admittedly, after reading someone's blog, I felt envious.
I could relate to her in a lot of ways, the things she love, what she does and what her dreams are. I got chills as I go through her blog.. OMG, I felt the same way. But our wheels turned the opposite way. She nailed the path she's always dreamed of, the dream that I too, has been dreaming for so long. The sweet pursuit of her dreams. I can see how happy she is now.
I don't wanna feel this way, but it just wouldn't stop :(
I remember my professor mentioned in our class that envy is part of life. At some point there will come a time that you tend to realize that you really are unsatisfied with what you have, therefore you aim for something else.
But the real deal is how to turn this negative into something positive.
This just motivates me.. A challenge to strive harder, improve myself and strengthen my faith. I know if it's destined for me, it will happen no matter what. He is just preparing me for his perfect plan in his own perfect time.
