It's a No. That's the verdict. Sad but true. I wont deny na depressing ito. Being declined is sad. But not to the point na naiiyak ako. At some point I am actually expecting it. I have assessed my performance kaya somehow nafeel ko na I'm not really qualified. I got over excited to think na I'm in the type of environment na gusto ko. But what I didn't realized at first is that yes I'm in the company that I want but NOT the JOB that I want. It's totally different. Kaya eto ako bum again. Gotta have work asap. At least I have an addition to my experience book.
The things that I 've done were fulfilling naman.
Reveuse x Introverti x Optimiste
Tuesday, June 28
Monday, June 27
TRUST HIM
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Learning to wait on God is one of the most valuable lessons you can learn. Have faith; everything is beautiful in His way. #ihatequotes
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Life is not about being a winner or being a loser, it’s about being yourself and giving your best. #ihatequotes
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God has a great plan for your life to prosper you and not harm you. Have faith. Everything is beautiful in His way! #ihatequotes
These are my tweets for tonight. I also posted these on my tumblr.
Best words for what I'm going through right now. Tomorrow is a judgment day for me. The result of what I've worked for the past two weeks. Kinakabahan ako but as what these quotes convey, I just have to trust in God's plan.
much love,
jessanel
jessanel
Saturday, June 11
Bora Baby!
June 3, 2011 - One of my most exciting days ever! Boracay Day! Another thing, makakasakay na ko ng airplane, haha :D Really exciting part, first time ba naman eh!
I was in so much awe sa mga nakita ko. From the view from the plane to the fascinating beauty of Boracay Island itself. Para lang akong bata as I stare at the clouds. Ganun pala yun up close, mukhang di naman soft or tingin ko lang yun? haha
I thought I'll be nervous for my first time plane experience, pero c'mon waley! Kering keri lang! Much relaxing pa nga compared to buses or jeepneys eh!
For a 40 mins ride na may nakakalokang air turbulance pang kaganapan, everything turned out well as I waved goodbye to my airplane innocence.
From the Kalibo Airport, nagVan kami heading to Kalibo for 2 hours. Kung hindi ka sanay sa zigzag ride, probably mahihilo ka talaga or worst, you'll throw up. Thanks to my ever beloved province Bicol at nasanay na ako sa nakakawindang na mga zigzag roads.
I just realized how great the trip was! I've tried all modes of transportaion; by air , land and sea :D At Caticlan, sumakay kami ng boat after that a short ride up to our destination!
Oh yeah! Ang dami pala talagang tao sa Bora! Considering na off season pa daw yun what more pag peak season?
All sorts of people siguro nandun na. Different races, pati mga kamukha ni Barbie at Ken haha :D
Kering keri lang rumampa kahit mag-isa sa Bora. Or maybe I just have to. Kesa naman maburyo lang ako sa room at sayangin ang time na iexplore ang place na always seen on TV.
Upon arrival, no plans of swimming muna. So the first day, I just walked around first. Rumampa ng rumampa. Fineel ko ang beach side. Nung nagprotesta na ang mga paa ko I went back to the hotel room na and have some good night sleep.
The other day I woke up really early. Along with my room mates for picture takings. haha :D Not just a simple picture taking.. Mind you guys, haha :D Anyways, let's drop that topic.
I love swimming. Really. I used to tell my friends nga na feeling ko mermaid ako during my past life. Haha. I know how to swim and I just love it! The view underwater as you dive and the blue sky along with the heat of the sun kapag nakafloat naman. Haay.. Ang saraap :D
We also did Island hopping! And it's aawweesoome! Super ganda lang ng view. I didn't have much picture kasi medyo maalon. Ang ganda pa naman ng position ko sa boat, salubong sa alon! Napaliguan agad ako! And the boat ride feels like roller coaster. Maalon kasi, kaya talagang grabe yung ride. Kung di matibay ang sikmura for sure you'll throw up. But I really believe it's all in the mind, keep in mind that you're not afraid and that you're enjoying for sure you really will. Kaya naman ako, enjoy lang! Seizing the moment.
First stop ng Island Hopping - Crystal Cove
Beautiful sceneries in here. Ang gaandaa talaga. And then we entered two caves. The first one, super picture taking lang. Ang lakas ng hampas ng alon. Ang ganda ng rock formations sa loob.
The other cave, kailangan lumusong sa tubig to get into a sort of tunnel. That's the way to reach the other side and kailangan yumuko at gumapang dahil I think 2ft lng yung taas nung tunnel. But it's all worth it as we got to the other side. Malalaking bato overlooking the vast blue beach. Super lakas din ng alon and we sat on the rock just to feel the waves striking us. Cool.
Next stop- Snorkeling
I really looked forward to this. Gusto kong makita what lies under the deep blue sea, though I know naman na fishes, corals etc. but iba yung nawitness by your own eyes. Syempre safety first- life vest, di nako mag gagaling galingan dito! Nung nasa tubig na ko, di ako makalanagoy syempre I'm floating but I'm all after the view under. So I too a look down and its.... WOW! It's hard to explain the view under. Fascinating. Yung fishes, corals lahat. And the fact na super lalim pala talaga ng dagat. Well, I'm out of words.. basta WINNER!!
Next - Puca Beach
Sabi ko nga view pa lang ang ganda na. Dito naman nakakaloka lang. It's not ideal for children. Imagine ilang steps pa lang siguro hanngang chest na yung tubig. It's perfect for swimming talaga pero kahit ako medyo extra careful sa paglangoy eh, baka mamaya 6ft na pala yun, mgpanic pa ko edi lunod! kaya hinay hinay lang. Di na masyado nagswimming and we didn't stay that long also.
That day, we did team building activities. May mga games and it was reaally fun.
Naglunch at nagdinner in bi groups. Endless picture takings, rampa and my classmate was also there so we hang out that night. The day after swimming gain, picture taking, rampa ng konti at namili ng pasalubong though nahassle na kami ni pudra dun kasi were out of time na kasi we are about to leave pero may nabili pa din naman. He bought a pearl set for my mother, boracay bracelets and T-shirts at ako naman.. isang nakakalokang pair of earrings. Haha :D I thought dahil nandun na ko marami akong mabibiling accessories but bcoz I am enjoying much ayun, tinamad na mamili. But that's okay. I promise.. Boracay- I shall return! haha :D
I must say, buhay na buhay talaga ang night life sa Bora! It's like the people there never sleeps. Haha. But I did. Maybe because tired na din and the number 1 thing, I don't have buddies with me. I could imagine how fun and exciting it would be If I am with my bffs. But then, being there means a lot already.
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Upon arrival, no plans of swimming muna. So the first day, I just walked around first. Rumampa ng rumampa. Fineel ko ang beach side. Nung nagprotesta na ang mga paa ko I went back to the hotel room na and have some good night sleep.
The other day I woke up really early. Along with my room mates for picture takings. haha :D Not just a simple picture taking.. Mind you guys, haha :D Anyways, let's drop that topic.
I love swimming. Really. I used to tell my friends nga na feeling ko mermaid ako during my past life. Haha. I know how to swim and I just love it! The view underwater as you dive and the blue sky along with the heat of the sun kapag nakafloat naman. Haay.. Ang saraap :D
We also did Island hopping! And it's aawweesoome! Super ganda lang ng view. I didn't have much picture kasi medyo maalon. Ang ganda pa naman ng position ko sa boat, salubong sa alon! Napaliguan agad ako! And the boat ride feels like roller coaster. Maalon kasi, kaya talagang grabe yung ride. Kung di matibay ang sikmura for sure you'll throw up. But I really believe it's all in the mind, keep in mind that you're not afraid and that you're enjoying for sure you really will. Kaya naman ako, enjoy lang! Seizing the moment.
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| Smile no. 10 sa boat ride! |
Beautiful sceneries in here. Ang gaandaa talaga. And then we entered two caves. The first one, super picture taking lang. Ang lakas ng hampas ng alon. Ang ganda ng rock formations sa loob.
The other cave, kailangan lumusong sa tubig to get into a sort of tunnel. That's the way to reach the other side and kailangan yumuko at gumapang dahil I think 2ft lng yung taas nung tunnel. But it's all worth it as we got to the other side. Malalaking bato overlooking the vast blue beach. Super lakas din ng alon and we sat on the rock just to feel the waves striking us. Cool.
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| Ansaveeh ng flower na napulot ko lang? |
Next stop- Snorkeling
I really looked forward to this. Gusto kong makita what lies under the deep blue sea, though I know naman na fishes, corals etc. but iba yung nawitness by your own eyes. Syempre safety first- life vest, di nako mag gagaling galingan dito! Nung nasa tubig na ko, di ako makalanagoy syempre I'm floating but I'm all after the view under. So I too a look down and its.... WOW! It's hard to explain the view under. Fascinating. Yung fishes, corals lahat. And the fact na super lalim pala talaga ng dagat. Well, I'm out of words.. basta WINNER!!
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| Super solve sa snorkeling! |
Next - Puca Beach
Sabi ko nga view pa lang ang ganda na. Dito naman nakakaloka lang. It's not ideal for children. Imagine ilang steps pa lang siguro hanngang chest na yung tubig. It's perfect for swimming talaga pero kahit ako medyo extra careful sa paglangoy eh, baka mamaya 6ft na pala yun, mgpanic pa ko edi lunod! kaya hinay hinay lang. Di na masyado nagswimming and we didn't stay that long also.
That day, we did team building activities. May mga games and it was reaally fun.
Naglunch at nagdinner in bi groups. Endless picture takings, rampa and my classmate was also there so we hang out that night. The day after swimming gain, picture taking, rampa ng konti at namili ng pasalubong though nahassle na kami ni pudra dun kasi were out of time na kasi we are about to leave pero may nabili pa din naman. He bought a pearl set for my mother, boracay bracelets and T-shirts at ako naman.. isang nakakalokang pair of earrings. Haha :D I thought dahil nandun na ko marami akong mabibiling accessories but bcoz I am enjoying much ayun, tinamad na mamili. But that's okay. I promise.. Boracay- I shall return! haha :D
BORA! til' next time :D
and you my dear white sand.. this sexy will be back. lols.
Just wait :D
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| I just love the white sand! |
i'm sleepy na-_-
pero buti naman naisipan kong tapusin ang blog na ito.
so that's it fellas!
much love,
jessanel
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