Realizations.Decisons

As I search for jobs online, I can feel how I really wanted to work for a media company. Writers, production assistants etc.. but of course required field of study e mass comm, journalism or creative writing. Courses that I've been wanting to pursue but by the time that I was enrolling for college I'm not that strong enough to go after what I really desire for. Maybe it's a matter of confusion and worries. I'm still young and all I care about is what my parents think. I trust them a lot and I just wanna go for after what they think is better because I don't have an idea yet. But now, things have been very clear to me. I can see perfectly what I wanted to be in the future. Too sad, that it took this long for me to finally realize it. Now that I have completed my degree and starting to find a career on the same track. But I know God knows my heart desires. And I do believe that in His time it will all happen. Right now, first thing first. FIND A JOB. EARN. INVEST. If I would have a lot of money, I can take as many courses as I can. Right? So That's it for now. GOAL SET!

And what for that I am a strong believer of destiny?

If it's meant to be, it will be. It's not just the right time now.

♥♥♥

much love,

jessanel

Harder than thought

Job hunting -

           I always knew that it wasn't easy. But I just never expected it to be this hard. Of course, I do believe that I will find a job, but 'when' is the question that bugs me. I wanted it to be soon.. so soon that I won't have to suffer all the pressure that I am having right now. Sabi nga nila, madaming trabaho diyan. But I am not just looking for any job. Just for the sake of having one? na ah. I want a job that is somewhat related to my field. A job that could satisfy my need for improvement, growth and financial gain also. But I am just positive and hopeful. I do believe in His plans. He never fails. God is that great that one should not worry.
Always smile :D


much love,
jessanel