Finally bid goodbye to 2011 say hello to 2012, but konting emote muna as I look back to what the past year has been for me.
Life changes..
That's my 2011, daming shifts ang naganap sa life ko. Ang daming highlights.
Since the 1st quarter of the year e isa pa akong butihing estudyante. Kasama sa highlights ang major school events that could prove na may natutunana talaga ko sa 4 years of studying ko haha =)
Super busy ng last few months ko as a student, at the same time busy din with all the bondings and gala since my blockmates and I will be parting ways na :( Unforgettable din ang graduation rush, yung feeling na, gagraduate ka na lang at lahat namomroblema ka pa with all the requirements and chuvaness.
And the big day came - Graduation day! Exciting at the same time may worries na kasama. Exciting kasi this is the fruit of all my hard work but I can't help but be worried as to what's the next move for me. I'll be facing the real world, but will it be nice to me or will scare me to death? But hey! my dreams are bigger than my fears, kaya keri pa din. Optimism lang.
Job Hunting. There's a lot of job opportunities out there, but landing to the job that you really want, it's kinda difficult especially sa mga kagaya ko na ang field of study e hindi naman talaga yung interest nila. But no more bitterness on that part. If it's for me, mapapasakin talaga yan so for now, I'm just trusting Him and His plans for me. So bottomline is, this year nafeel ko kung gaano kahirap maghanap ng trabaho. Qualifying exams, interviews for the nth time na in the end e tatawagan ka na lang for the result or next process. Whew! I just hate the feeling na napepressure ako just because bum pa din ako.
Naging mahirap man ang job hunting, the sweetest part is naging officially employed pa din naman ako. The feeling was odd, palibhasa eto yung matatawag ko talagang 'first job'. Very overwhelming yung feeling that I'm earning and spending money na hindi galing sa salary ng parents ko. And mas nakakatuwa na nakakatulong na din ako sa family ko.
Ang daming adjustments for this year.
So many things that I should get used to, and so many things that I really miss to do.
Thankful for my new found friends but longing for my old ones.
Sad endings yet sweet beginnings. But as my fave french phrase goes, 'c'est la vie' we should move forward, coz that's how it really is. It's painful leaving some things behind but exciting for new journey to conquer.
I just can't wait for more life changing events.
2012, let's be friends okay? *wink
Thank you 2011 for a wonderful year.
