Baby girl don't cry

At times like this, I can't help but miss the person who supports me in every decision I make.

I miss my Papa so much :(
I don't wanna cry but I feel so down, I just want him here.

I never felt so lonely and depressed before because he is always supporting me no matter what. He believes in me and always makes me feel better. He is my knight in shining armor - my savior. That one person who never sees the defeated version of me. I remember before how he would always defend my side on every situation. I am always in tears whenever he did that. How can one person made you feel so secured and protected to the point you are so overwhelmed that you just want to cry? I don't know how Papa does that. His words always lifts me up, making me feel positive again. He is my perfect definition of optimism. My best encouragement. He's a trampoline waiting for my every jump and as I fall he will catch me and made me bounce back again to the top. He is definitely the best man in my life and that will never change.

I wish I could turn back time and go back during those years when I can stare at your face, see your smile and hear your voice. I wish I could still hug and kiss you.

I wish I could time travel. Or maybe just a rewind button in life. That would be nice.

It's not that I haven't accepted what happened yet. It's been two years and everything is clear to me now. But I just can't help but long for your presence.

I love you so much Papa. Your baby girl misses you soooo much...