I.N.V.U. (late post)

Yeah, right. Admittedly, after reading someone's blog, I felt envious.

 I could relate to her in a lot of ways, the things she love, what she does and what her dreams are. I got chills as I go through her blog.. OMG, I felt the same way. But our wheels turned the opposite way. She nailed the path she's always dreamed of, the dream that I too,  has been dreaming for so long.  The sweet pursuit of her dreams. I can see how happy she is now.

I don't wanna feel this way, but it just wouldn't stop :(

 I remember my professor mentioned in our class that envy is part of life. At some point there will come a time that you tend to realize that you really are unsatisfied with what you have, therefore you aim for something else.

But the real deal is how to turn this negative into something positive.

This just motivates me.. A challenge to strive harder, improve myself and strengthen my faith. I know if it's destined for me, it will happen no matter what. He is just preparing me for his perfect plan in his own perfect time.

Your heart,

You don’t wear it on your sleeves

You don’t speak up & reason out

Humans are capable of reasoning

You are blessed with it, so use it!

Why are you so shy?

You’re afraid of offending or hurting people?

It’s not like that

Not all in life is sweet

People need to deal with that

Tell them the truth, though it might hurt

Say what you need to say

Don’t always think that it is impolite

You just want to prove your point

And what’s wrong with that?

Why do you keep in concealing?

Your feelings, express it!

Talk about it, then deal with it

People who care & love you

They would never mind listening to you..

You keep it all to yourself

Painful, right?

How long can you bear being like this?

I hope not that long..

Change… please….